Me so cham!!! -sniff-

My darling died... My poor darling that have been with me through thick and thin for 3 years died... Although my darling died cham-ly... He died a dignified death!

Due to my darling's untimely death, my moral quest has been halted... So now I'm back to doing and, at the same time, hating moral!!!!! I HATE MORAL!

Bet you feel like 'Ahhh... So long x hear Ed say she hate moral... Finally reading it again gives me vigour! I feel alive!'

Ah... I'm back because the stork flew very fast through yesterday's storm and deliver my new darling...

OHHH! Finally download habis... Stupid streamyx anyway... Hng!!

When my new darling arrive I tot I can teach my new darling to be like my old darling but unfortunately my old darling took my secrets with him to the grave... So now my new darling have to be a whole new he... Kayau new darling!!!!

My room's a mess... The stupid stork brought many unnecessary things along when it brought my darling to me...

Actually even my darling's a mess... The sole form entertainment it contains now is Media Player Classic... So I have no songs to hear... But I'm definitely humming in my head...

The past few days without my darling was a very cham time... From Saturday morning till Tuesday night... WAH!!!! HOW I SURVIVED AR??? HOW SEN AND RIKA SURVIVED AR???

Lol... Must be through pure miracle!!! Lala... Oh I gotta put back all the stuff in my darling... So i have to off him first...

• Location: Home - Humming....
  
• Mood: Mourning....
  
• Music: Viva La Vida - Coldplay
  

Aesthetic???

Lol... Engineering Analysis encourages creativity.

That was what Rika said today during our ES class. The results are...

We started this project in EA class, and completed it in the study room halfway through the 2 hours break.

Then I went to get a snack... When I went back to the study room the Soft Skills people were giving out leaflets...

Kit Kit was bored so he started doing origami using the Soft Skills leaflets... He was making some leaping frogs so I asked him to teach me.

Rika summore scolded Kit Kit for making frogs and;

Rika: Why you making frogs. Haiyooo... Make sphere mah. So much easier you know...
Me: Where can make sphere ooo... Swt you...
Kit: Huh?? -dazed look on his face-
Rika: Who say cannot. Hng... Gimme that strip of paper.
Me: ?? -passes the strip of paper to her in curiosity-
Rika: -promptly takes the strip of paper and crunches it into a ball of paper-
Rika: There... See who say cannot make sphere...
Me: That's not a sphere! LOL!!!!
Kit: LOL!!!!

Then I got in a frenzy and made these in Digital's class... Half of them made in study room anyway... Lala...

I got into a bigger frenzy and made these too...

Cute!!! Froggies and their kids!!! LOL!! By the way, Kit Kit made the green one and I made the white little froggy. I had a hard time making those little froggies... I have big fingers!!! T.T

Oh I've got a delayed picture of the book I was reading last week...


And here comes my daily dose of... I HATE MORAL AND BM!!!!! Gosh I hate hate hate!!! I dun wan doooooo!!! Argh!!!! NOOOO!!!! But I have to, cos tomorrow is the discussion. Mind you, it's among the group nia... Else I would really kill someone! GRAH! GRAH!

And this is a present from a friend during my Form 5 birthday... This is purely an impulsive action whereby I took a picture of it, to test my phone's camera button which is kinda unstable, found it nice and wanted to post it...

Thanks Evelyn... LOL... Kinda crushed and dirty... But what do ya expect... It has been through the Sun and rain and heat and me... Hehe...

• Location: Home - Hating Moral and BM...
  
• Mood: Boreddddddd.....
  
• Music: Drops of Jupiter - Train

Aria de Coimbra is soooo nice...

Went on a movie hunting session. Found one of them... Name's Powder.I don't really remember the show well but I intend to download and watch it again.

No luck with the other. I saw this movie on TV when I was a kid. All I could remember was that instead of using real money this AU uses your lifespan to purchase stuff. Spend needlessly and you'll die. I do remember the sister of the antagonist dying after she gambled her life away in a casino. The antagonist also went to a valley where all the rich (long lived) people are staying and requested to prolong his mother's life. Other than that I don't really remember how it ended. Was curious so I thought I'd try to find it and at least read the summary. No luck though, gosh...

I'm hungry... Ok maybe not hungry, but I want to eat something!!

Ya ya... I know I'm gonna put on more weight but I just really feel like having KFC for supper... Or maybe ham with bread... Or maybe instant noodles... Or maybe just Bovril... Or Marmite...

Restrain!!! I hate temptation!!!!

There is a test next week on Tuesday... For Engineering Analysis!!! OMG sooooooo evilly not the right time... We have to pass up Moral assignment too on that week. I hate Engineering Analysis...

I just realize I hate a lot of things... Did I mention hating BM (Bahasa Malaysia)??

Of course I did! Argh...

• Location: Home - Hungry... T.T
  
• Mood: Restless
  
• Music: Driving - Koda Kumi
  

Day... Boring Day...

Tomorrow have class!!!!! But I'm going to see my cute little niece, Lexie, first! Can't wait!

Obviously am back to normal... Lol...

Gosh today I woke up at 1pm... Downloaded The Butterfly Effect and watched it. It's not bad ya know. Very interesting storyline. I even watched the director's cut ending and the alternate happy ending on YouTube.

Then I suddenly for no reason at all remembered the name of a series I've been wanting to watch. Name's Burn Notice.

And I really like it! LOL...

Had PizzaHut for dinner, AND I LOVE CHEESE BAKED MEATBALLS IN MASALA SAUCE!

Wow... That's a very loud looking statement...

Damn! I forgot to call home. Oh swtttttt.... Argh... I'll call tomorrow I guess... Better remember though...

• Location: Home - Reading...
  
• Mood: Somewhat sleepy...
  
• Music: Aria de Coimbra - Osamu Kubota
  

-Sniff-

Gosh, I've just finished the book -Adrian Mole and the Weapons of Mass Destruction-... And truthfully the ending was kinda abrupt. It has a nice ending, but right before the ending, a series of unfortunate stuff happen to the book's protagonist that made me think a little too much. I don't normally think so far, as it actually has very little impact on my own personal life.

However, after reading this book I somewhat sympathize with the victims of war as well as the soldiers. Being helpless and anticipating dead is very horrible. Killing people is also not as easy as it seems. Living in fear of being killed in the next battle is also as horrible.

Gosh, the words "Glenn ask me if I'd ever seen a dead body. I said that I hadn't. He said, 'I have.'" are kinda stuck in my head.

When Glenn's best friend, Robbie, died, it got worst.

"Half an hour later, the phone call I was dreading. It was Glenn.

He accused me of being responsible for Robbie's death. He said, 'You told me that I was fighting for democracy, but Robbie's dead, Dad. Robbie's dead!'

He said, 'You're my dad, you shouldn't have let me go to Iraq, you should have stopped me.'

I let him shout and swear at me and didn't try to defend myself, because he was correct in everything he said.

When I told him to try and get some sleep, he said 'After what I seen today, I'll never sleep again.'"

FYI, the kids are about 18 years of age.

Argh! I'm kinda morose now I need to get this off my system. I will be alright tomorrow! I will snap out of this stupid over-emotional moment of being morose over stuff that I can do nothing about even if I sit here and be depressed over it!!!

A poem taken from the book, which is obviously taken from somewhere else.

Survivors

No doubt they'll soon get well; the shock and strain
Have caused their stammering, disconnected talk.
Of course they're "longing to go out again,"--
These boys with old, scared faces, learning to walk,
They'll soon forget their haunted nights; their cowed
Subjection to the ghosts of friends who died,--
Their dreams that drip with murder; and they'll be proud
Of glorious war that shatter'd all their pride ...
Men who went out to battle, grim and glad;
Children, with eyes that hate you, broken and mad.

Siegfried Sassoon, OCT 1917

• Location: Home - Going to sleep soon...
  
• Mood: Morose, sullen, melancholic and so on and so forth...
  
• Music: Nothing?? Ok I lied, the player's playing Sen no Yoru no Koete - Aqua Timez PS: Dun suit my mood at all...
  

I'VE HAD AN EPIPHANY!

I just understood the comment on Oscar Wilde in the previous blog's book excerpt! This guy in the book I'm reading, name's Adrian Mole by the way, mention Oscar Wilde a few times. After writing the previous piece of blog, I googl-ed his name and found out that Oscar Wilde is the author for a book I wanted to read but did not remember putting it in my list. Actually there is a lot of books that I want to read but did not include in the list cos I cannot remember. I will slowly expand the list.

Ok, anyway that was not the point. The point is Oscar Wilde was a homosexual. And if you read back the previous blog's book excerpt you will find that he, Adrian Mole, just accused several WWF superstar of being gay! Ok, maybe not several. All of them! LOL!!

I was looking at my blog cos I was sending links of my 'Wolfe crazy moments' blog to Sen and Rika, when I suddenly spotted the word 'Oscar Wilde' and started laughing like a maniac. Thank -whatever- god that my sister is not here. She would have accused me of being crazy.

I think I'm a exsistentialist... Maybe... Oh well...

• Location: Home - Typing...
  
• Mood: Still laughing...
  
• Music: You Found Me - The Fray
  

Fool on the kekkai!

is now my favourite phrase... Totally love it! Though no one would understand why the hell I love.

It's taken from the anime Kekkashi. I've downloaded the whole set of manga down to the latest chapter after I finished watching the anime for the second time. I've just finished the the whole set and I'm kinda bored now.

I crazily bought another book named 'Adrian Mole and the Weapons of Mass Destruction by Sue Townsend'. I'm still not even halfway through it. I think I'm keeping it for the KTM emergencies.

You know when they suddenly have 'technical dificulties'... Stupid KTM anyway! Yesterday when I was heading home the stupid station in Bank Negara had a shift change, and refused to open the counter, forcing people to buy their tickets from the ticketing machine which is so lousy. It will only receive one piece of paper money and the rest must be coins.

For god's sake!! Do they expect everyone to carry a sack of coins everywhere they go! I was close to yelling at the stupid attendant who is drinking calmly behind the counter. Finally another attendant came and help me change my 10 ringgit note. I would have raged up a storm there if I missed a train. They should thank whatever deity they are praying to, that the train did not come when I was trying to purchase a ticket from the STUPID machine!

Then there those STUPID KTM people that have no sense whatsoever!! When you have shift change at least wait till the other comes in for work! You don't just close your counter and start packing up your stuff! They shouldn't be late too! Being late is just argh! They are by far the worst people to dabble in customer service! If all you can do is point at the sign and say 'Tukar shift' then I suggest you get your ass out of customer service!

An excerpt from the book I was reading.

"Since being introduced to WWF (World Wrestling Federation) at my mother's house, he is now addicted - and I use the word carefully. He lives only for fridays when Sky Sports One broadcasts two hours of this so called 'Sports Entertainment'. His heroes are The Rock and The Undertaker, and his antiheroes are Stone Cold Steve Austin and DDP (Diamond Dallas Page). All of the above are hideous-looking, over muscled brutes who do not look as if they have ever read literature, and probably think that Nabokov is an illegal steroid.

Last night I found William six inches from the TV watching an action replay of The Rock's finishing manoeuvre. His victim was Booker T. The Rock was smashing Booker T's head through a table. When I made an objection, William said, 'Quite, Dad. The Rock's going for the one-two-three count. If he gets it, he'll leave the Astrodome with the WWf championship belt.'

I pointed out to William that wrestling was merely a sublimation of sub-erotic activity. The hulks refuse to accept the truth - that they have more in common with Oscar Wilde than they can possibly know. William shouted, 'For God's sake, stop talkin'!' I took the remote from him and flipped through the channels, looking for a David Jason drama. William screamed, then held his breath until his lips turned blue. He only resumed breathing when I flicked back to Sky Sports One."

I personally found that hillarious. The kid's 7 by the way...

I'm still stuck with my Moral assignment. I'm now at 1.5 pages... I still, at least, need 1 more page. How the hell will I be able to crap 1 more page bout same sex marriages in Malay. Gosh! This is outrageous!!! I still HATE BM!!!! Grah!!!

OH!!!! I totally forgot bout this!!!!! I saw this shirt when I was back in Sitiawan, my hometown, cinema...

I love this shirt! Gosh I wish it's available in black... Hell it's useless, I don't even know who the hell wore it. Shouldn't expect to find the store that sells it either....

• Location: Home - Doing nothing in particular...
  
• Mood: Idle.... zzzzzzzzzz....
  
• Music: Broken - Lifehouse
  

I WAN A HEDGEHOG!!!

and it's all Sen's fault... He cakap bout his dog there till I think bout myself getting a hedgehog... Then I show Rika just now how cute the hedgehog is! OMG!!!

IT IS SO DAMN FUCKING CUTE!!!

Gosh! I'm getting one then I'm naming it Wolfe... Sen says I should name it Wolfy... But I said well I'm naming it Wolfe and I'm calling it Wolfy. Rika and Sen then protested and said I should name it a long name and call it a shorter nickname, thus I must name it Wolfy and call it Wolfe. But I refuse and presented a few human name examples like:

Named John and called Johnny
Named Sam and called Sammy
and so on and so forth

SO! I'm still naming my hedgehog Wolfe...

I forgot mention that Rika say it's cute... Awww loookkkkk...

And I'm suppose to be doing my stupid moral assignment which is so stupid cos I have to write it in BM... I suck at BM anyway... I pasted a paragraph to Sen and he commented that it is so obvious I translate it from English... Gosh! Plus without the help from Rika and Pet I might still be struggling.... At least now I have 1 1/5 pages... I still need 1 4/5 pages of material.

OMHG!!! It's actually alot!!! I'm doing it on double spacing, as required, summore! Shit!!!

Eugh! I gotta stop thinking bout moral for a while! And think bout! My future hedgehog! Wolfe!

It's yawning! I love animals when they yawn! It's so adorable!!!!!!!!!!!

I used to have a male dwarf hamster named Bobby, nickname Bobob. This case of naming has cause quite a big scandal, due to my family not understanding the reason to of naming him Bobby (2 syllables) and nickname him Bobob (still 2 syllables)... I said it's cute and that's final!

Sen's dog should be named Hamlet anyway... It's a dignified name... Unlike the usual Lulu and stuff...

Ok I know that was not funny... Lala... Thus I will cover up my mistake with yet another cute Wolfe picture!!!

Gosh!


NOO!!! I still gotta finish my moral... DAMNIT! I dun wan dooooo.... Y must I get a stupid question on same sex marriages! Damn stupid k! Argh!!!! Grah Grah!

• Location: Home - Dreaming bout my Wolfe to be...
  
• Mood: Half frustrated (Moral), half happy (Wolfe)
  
• Music: What About Now - Daugthry
  

I WAN MORE BOOKS!!!

Last Friday we did our traditional "Friendship" thing, which is stuffing our bad in one pigeon hole or whatever else people call that... Then we went for lunch in TBR, Taman Bunga Raya, or Hibiscus Park... OMG!!! LOL!!!!! Stupid name anyway...

To show you dudes out there how crazy we are... Mine is the black bag... Rika's is brown underneath mine and Sen's is white underneath Rika's... My file so cham anyway cos it's at the bottom-est...

I cracked... I had a book buying spree... EUGH!!! Bought stupid books anyway... Spent around 160++ Gosh...

Besides that, Adrian Mole cracks me up... LOL...

Can't believe I'm drinking milk... =.=

Gosh I love Haw Flakes... Does anyone know what is this??

Chocolates too... Look...

Ok I just finished that...

Gosh I love this...
And this... LOL...

Worst is, I didn't knew the whole fiasco about the gay Teletubby... Whose name is Tinky Winky...

Not long after I found out about this, from Sen anyway, I read it in a book! So damn swt bout this anyway... Contoh here...


Valentine is approaching and love is in the air... (Previous phrase is an excuse for criticising the decos...) Decos sucks anyway...



Oh I just remembered... For my hometown friends who had to hear me describe, a failure no doubt as they did not really understand, here is a picture of the supposedly CNY over-react deco...

And the books I recently bought...

This is the first installment. The author has written a total of 8 books of Adrian Mole's diaries.

Second...
Latest... I'm missing the a few... When I find them I'll maybe buy them... LOL...

Oh and I love this book...

Gosh... I totally kinda upset... My money!!! But well spent I said... Now all I need is a decent table lamp... The stupid lousy cacat lamp I had, is kinda attached to my study table... Too many stuff on it... So mafan to pindah... Hope I can find a nice one for my bedside... 1 Utama's lamp sucks... I wan to sleep...

I have gotta get an external HD... Next month maybe... Current status: BROKE!!!

• Location: Home - Munching!!!
  
• Mood: ^^
  
• Music: M - Ayumi Hamasaki